blogsecret:

I’ve been depressed most of my life. I write suicide notes during my lowest times. I’m afraid that there will come a time where people would actually find one with me beside it, lifeless.

I like deep conversations. The ones where you can just sit down with that perosn and completelt spill out yu thoughts/feelings, Like how you’re doing, what may be currently bothering you, whats strestting you out, ect. And the best part, getting feedback of advice from that person you’re talking to that might actually understand you and what you’re going through.It makes me feel less alone,and happier that I don’t have to keep bottling up all of my emotions.

blogsecret:

I hate myself, emotionally, I mean. I fall for all the people I can’t have, and when I fall for the people that I can have, they don’t want me. I’m afraid that I’m going to end up dying alone. When I lost him, that was the moment that I realised I would never fall in love again. I’m hoping that when he comes back to me, he’ll want me. I’m hoping he’s going to be willing to let this happen. This, of course, meaning us.